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I'm just start my class in 2 week 4 this sem..nothing change but it come more crowded..perhaps its not cut my feels to focus in the class*haha..and more credit hours make me dizzy and start to think what should n should not to do..huummm*...waste time n finally regret it( final la masenye nk regret pown)..haha..or try to change little bit..like prof said 'give a chances to a change"..but for me it must started from ur self 1st..nothing will change u even your closed person that always give u an advice daily perhaps but then * masuk telinga knan n kuar tlinga kiri..can u just keep in your telinga b4 u transfer it to your mind..!haaha i hope too but then we keep argue and sometimes show off like we know all the thing without try to change our attitude..* nice attitude rite....my umi always give her babbling talk n actually it more an advice but it become weird when it comes so bored n i started to change a topic or pretend that i'm not hear anything with slumber face * ala2 20 sen* n abah will become as a victim for me to ask anything like umi not around..haha..but now, i knew..the advice is just not an advice..its like a normal talk that umi always do to all her child..( i miss my umi)..

today i learn something in BEL class..it more critical thinking class..and started to hear many weird sentences n words that i never know until that time..* i know i'm still in learning process..yeah..!and becomes more interested when my lecture madam Bawani, OMG!..SHE VERY KNOWLEDGEABLE PERSON..!!

when azan hear from PI, it Asar at the time, she silent n stop a lesson 4 a while and respect for us who all the muslim student..and continue after that..for those who think it just a normal thing but for me, it rare to see other religion are know that while azan we should silent to respect it..she had travel to Europe and share her experience there..make me proud when most all the people actually love the Malaysian skin because it a really nice tone skin color..!hahaha..*one of the people are  give a compliment to her..hee

before ended the class she share us one sentences that are like a familiar but then it bring a lot of meaning.."love are not blind, just people are blind because of love"..* it seems like normal thing but she remind us about the LOVE..and ask why many people at other country ( more to american) are not get married but just have a relationship with their partners..

because they don't want any responsibility, think to how manage the family institution..and more LOVE with their career and doesn't vital for them to have a child as they can take an adopt child and their religious are not restrain for them to have a child without marriage relationship..but in our country don't try to do that, because we bounded with the law..and more important our ISLAM are prevent us to do stupid thing like that...and also that marriage is one of the Sunnah Nabi..

currently i'm listening Maher Zain..and feel in love with him..* wink2..his song are very heavy with a lot of the message..i'm learn something from his song..n now when i are busy with my mind n type in this blog, my headphone are keep played his song..especially Insha ALLAH.. serious it's really2 meaningful and his music are calm..make us to think the lyrics and hope that we realize something in our life as umat- NYA...

show me the way..show me the way.   ان شاء الله .